I haven't been able to sleep lately. I'm not sure why. I've always been what I like to somewhat fondly call a periodic insomniac, and there are occasional, typically well-spaced nights that I toss and turn for hours and find myself exhausted and sore when dawn breaks. This has happened four times in the past week. I'm not exactly sure why. The day is grey and wet and humid . . . I feel like I'm underwater, with all this pressure pushing in and out and the pressure, pressure, pressure is holding me together, like if this ever-so-delicate balance is erupted, if just one more pascal is added either inside or out, I'm libel to just burst. Checks and balances. Stress holding in stress.
Blood in the water.
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